• I don’t want to just be your friend.

    by  • July 27, 2011 • Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    We’ve been “friends” for 2 years now. I’ve liked you since I met you. But of course, you had a girlfriend, and still do.

    It kills me every time I’m with you. I have to pretend like I’m not interested, when really all I want to do is grab your face and kiss you.

    Why don’t you like me back? what makes her SO much better than me? We’ve had the best times together. And all y’all do is fight? I just don’t understand.

    Sad thing is, you have no idea how I feel. And maybe you never will. I just can’t bring myself to pour my heart out. I guess I just don’t want to actually hear you say, “I don’t like you like that, we’re just best friends?”

    You know what? Fuck that. I’ve spent the night in your bed. twice. I’ve see the way your face drops when I say I’m leaving your house and you ask me to stay longer. There has to be SOMETHING between us.

    I just want you. I want you SO bad. You’re so cute. And just a jackass sometimes but I love you. I really do. I love you. When I think about you I get this feeling inside that I’ve never felt for anyone else. I don’t know how you can make me so happy but so mad/frustrated at the same time?

    Everyone says, “Yall’s day will come” and I always say “Oh no, that will never happen” but deep down I really hope they’re right.

    I really really hope they’re right.

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