I love you. I was too stupid over and over I made the same mistakes. Letting you go this time I know was the final strike. I just wish you could know how much I miss you, and there isn’t a day I don’t think about you. You don’t realize what you have until it’s gone… and that applies to me. You loved me through everything. You took me back after I hurt you. You truly were in love with me. I wish I knew at the time that I love you. I wish I wouldn’t have made things so complicated. I want to go back in time and change so many things. Like hanging out with you. I never ever made time for you. Yet you would drop anything for me. I was selfish and ungrateful. I lay in bed just regreting all the things I didn’t do. Like the last time we layed in your bed and you asked me out… why wouldn’t I say YES! Why didn’t I? I’m so stupid.. I want you back. I want to go back to then. I want to change the mistakes I’ve made and the pain I’ve caused you. You don’t deserve to be treated the way I treated you. I would never do that again. But the saddest part is after all I’ve put you through your NEVER going to want to be with me again. But all I can do is sit here and pray that our paths cross again. Don’t give up on me. And I won’t give up on you. Please come back. I need you more then anything.