To my Dearest S,
I’m sorry I haven’t been that truthful. I do love you, I do. You’re so sweet to me, warm to sleep next to, can read my mind most of the time, and just so adorable. The only thing is, still love someone else. We started going out when he hurt me again. When he kissed me that one night and I told you I walked away, honestly I didn’t want it to end. I did walk away, but only after he stopped and said “I shouldn’t have done that… you have a boyfriend” and then proceeded to break my heart again. I am in love with him over a thousand times more than you and I’m sorry. The worst part is I don’t think I can tell you this for real so we’ll stay together… while I dreaming of another’s arms.