I wish I could tell you how upset I am about all of this
….how scared I was leaving you
….how much I hate being alone at night
…..that I even though it hurts you, I made the right choice
…..that no matter what happens between us, He’ll always be okay.
…..how much this actually hurts, and that even though i did this to us my heart still breaks every time i see you.
….that it hurts to see you cry
….how much it breaks my heart telling you that I don’t love you. Mainly because it’s easier if I lie to you then break your heart all over again.
I Wish I Could Tell You That Even Though I Don’t Want To Be With You……
I Still Miss You