Dear first love,
I miss you. I miss the way we used to laugh and play music, i miss after a long day coming home to your arms wrapped around my waist. I miss the way you would whisper in my ear that i was beautiful, even though i know it was a lie. I miss our random adventures, the fact that your ticklish. I miss that jacket you gave me, and the fact that a simple piece of clothing gave me joy and happiness. i miss kissing you out of the blue. i miss how you would hold me. I miss having a place that was away from my family. I miss the golf cart and your dog. i miss you.
And now i hear from you everyday. And everyday i wish i could tell you how sorry i am that i let you go, you were the only person in the world who truly loved me. i love you. And im sorry i never told you. Im sorry i didn’t have a reason for ending us. I’m so sorry.
When i have kids, you’ll be the old boyfriend i always talk about. Please don’t forget me, because everyone else does.
love always, me.