I love you.
I love how you tried so hard to get me.
I love how you notice things about me no one else notices.
I love holding your hand.
I love the way you look at me.
I love your crooked smile.
I love how you get along with all my family.
I love that you would do anything to see me happy.
I love how you always just know when i’m upset.
I love how i can talk to you about absolutely anything.
I love feeling so safe with your arms around me.
I love how we can have lots of firsts together.
I love just laying with you in silence.
I love every second with you.
I love that we have been through so much.
I love that you have told me all about your past.
I love that you trust me.
I love kissing your big lips.
I love looking into your brown eyes.
I love being able to hear your heartbeat.
I love when you kiss me on the head.
I love that you still give me butterflies all the time.
I love your sense of humor.
I love how you have sacrificed so much for me.
I love when you compliment me.
I love when you play with my hair.
I love your honesty.
I love being close to you.
I love it when you tell me you want to be together forever.
…. but i’m only 15. This is my first serious relationship, so i don’t know much. Is this how all my relationships will be, or did i just get very lucky with you? I could see myself marrying you.. but at the same time i want to explore my options. But i’m scared that when i do and realize you’re all i ever want it will be too late and you will have moved on. I dont know if i could marry you without knowing what else is out there but i don’t want to lose you because of this. I have a really strong feeling that when i go out exploring i will realize that you are the only guy i ever want to be with. You make me so incredibly happy.
I don’t know what to do.
I Love You Lucas.