I don’t know where to even begin. I have been thinking about you ever since we started to have our little talks late at night in ball hall. I have told you before that I liked you but never acted on it and you never even said if you did or didn’t like me back. When you started going out with my roommate it killed me and I didn’t say anything when you asked what was wrong. I tried to just ignore it, that just made it worse. I started to avoid hanging out with our friends just so I wouldn’t have to see you with him. Now it is summer and I sent you that text while drunk and you said you would just forget about it since we are good friends. I know that you won’t forget about it, because I can’t. Will we ever be able to be anything more than that, just friends? I have finally started to feel like I found someone I love, but it just isn’t working. My heart hurts like it never has before, is this what it feels like when you lose the one you love?
I love you.