• I Honestly Don’t Know What To Say

    by  • July 26, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    There are a few people I want to say something to…..

    M: I wish we could work. I wish I had met you under different circumstances. If we lived on the same side of the state, if we went to the same school, SOMETHING. Unfortunately, the universe is working against us on this one. It’s too bad because we both really like each other and are so alike.

    R: I’m glad I didn’t do or say anything to mess up our friendship. I’m sad that we haven’t really talked in a while and I wish I hadn’t found out that way that you now have a girlfriend because it just took me by surprise. I guess I’m not as over you as I thought. And I had hoped that when you said that when the school year got out that your relationship status would no longer be “complicated:. I had hoped that that had meant we could maybe give us a try. But I would much rather have you as a friend forever then to try us out, wind up not working, and then lose you forever. I just wish there was another way.

    N: I honestly don’t know what’s going on between us. Do you like me like that? Are we just friends? If you could pick one or the other and stop with the mixed signals, that would be great.

    K: Maybe this year it will work between us? We got really close last year, and I really hope we can continue to be so close this year, even if we’re no longer living right down the hall from each other. We obviously have chemistry and I can feel something between us, but we’ve just never taken that next step. Well, just in case you’re wondering, yes I am interested. Ask me and I will say yes.

    N&R: Same as K, except we didn’t really start getting close until the end of the year. And I would hate to come between your bromance, so…..

    J: I honestly don’t know what to say here. You like me, that fact is obvious. You may even like me a lot more than I am aware. All I know is you don’t want to do long distance, and I can accept that, but I honestly don’t know when we will ever be close together. Every time it seems like we’re going to be able to give us a shot, something comes up. And as much as I hate to say it, because I do like you a lot, maybe even more than that, but there are some things you have told me about yourself, little tidbits of information that you have trusted to me above even your best friend, things I know about you that make it really hard for me to ever want to take the next step, things that make me worry about you and pray for you every day even though you aren’t religious. These things you’ve trusted me with, even though I really like you, make it extremely difficult for me to ever fathom actually being with you.

    I guess I actually do know what to say. There it is.

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