I hung out with you last week for the first time in a long time. I wished you a happy birthday and i told you i was sorry it wasn’t on time, and you told me you knew i would’ve called or texted you if i could, and you’re right, i would’ve. We spent 9 months together and they were the best i had ever had. I loved you like i had never loved anyone before. and i’m not sure i can love someone that way again. What we had was special and I don’t regret anything that happened. But when you see me again I’d like it if you didn’t bring up the past anymore. no more talking about the trip we took together and no more grabbing my ipod and looking for our song, because you won’t find it. It’s not on my ipod or my itunes and i haven’t had the courage to listen to it in 6 months. I hope you’re happy with your girlfriend, because i know i’m happy with my boyfriend. i know i’m not in love with him, but we just started dating and i hope i can be completely happy with him like i was with you. Just know that even if i don’t show it I am happy for you because you are happy and I wish you the best possible life you could ever have. Congratulations on your bundle of joy whenever he/she comes into this world.