• can’t let go

    by  • July 26, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    since the second I met you I knew there was something about you that was special. you were all that I could think about. we were together for a year and we had so many great times together but there were some that were so bad that have scarred me. the second we ended you started dating my best friend and that cut me like a knife. the fact that you could get up and leave just like that killed me inside. you meant so much to me that I could never imagine doing that to you in a million years. while you dated her, you still were talking to me and acted like we were together. you cheated on her for a whole summer with me and told me you’d break up with her cause you still wanted to be with me. to this day me and her are still not friends because of you. I never thought you’d treat me as bad as you did. 2 years later I still want you. why? I have no damn idea. I wish I didn’t care. I wish I didn’t have feelings for you. I wish I could get you out of my head but I can’t. everytime I hear someone talk about you or whenever I see you, I still get butterflies. now that your leaving for college I feel that I can have closure and that not seeing you will finally let me let go of you. I truly genuinely miss you and always want the best for you but I can never 100% forgive you for the things you did to me. I hope you have a great life cause I no longer want to have any part in it.

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