You were right last night, when you said that every time we are together you end up making me upset somehow. It’s not something that I think either one of us wanted to admit. We just have different views about those things. I asked you what I could do to help fix it, and you asked me the same, but I don’t think that I can do what you need me to. And it does hurt me that our sex life gets in the way of our relationship. I don’t know what to do. Part of me says that breaking up would be the best for the both of us, we both need someone who better fits that part of our lives. The other part of me reminds me of all the fun we’ve had together, of how much we’ve gotten through before. I remind myself of how deeply in love we are. I’ve messed up a lot. I know I have, and I’m sorry. I am deeply truly sorry. I want things to work out for us, but I’m scared that the only option left is for each of us to move on. What the hell is wrong with us? Why does this affect us so much? Just remember that no matter what happens, I’ll always love you. Honestly.