• What is wrong with us?

    by  • July 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 2 Comments

    My Love,

    You were right last night, when you said that every time we are together you end up making me upset somehow. It’s not something that I think either one of us wanted to admit. We just have different views about those things. I asked you what I could do to help fix it, and you asked me the same, but I don’t think that I can do what you need me to. And it does hurt me that our sex life gets in the way of our relationship. I don’t know what to do. Part of me says that breaking up would be the best for the both of us, we both need someone who better fits that part of our lives. The other part of me reminds me of all the fun we’ve had together, of how much we’ve gotten through before. I remind myself of how deeply in love we are. I’ve messed up a lot. I know I have, and I’m sorry. I am deeply truly sorry. I want things to work out for us, but I’m scared that the only option left is for each of us to move on. What the hell is wrong with us? Why does this affect us so much? Just remember that no matter what happens, I’ll always love you. Honestly.

    2 Responses to What is wrong with us?

    1. anon
      July 25, 2011 at 11:40 pm

      Omg thank you for this! You’ve put into words exactly what I’ve been feeling since I can’t remember when!

    2. Angel
      July 26, 2011 at 1:50 am

      Well said… I think if he said these things to me it would his honest feelings. We did fall in love but our lifestyles are too different and we always end up getting upset and frustrated with each other. Our sex life was getting better as we both were discovering each other but we are both getting older and achieving satisfying sex for both of us was too much of a chore… it didn’t help that I am going through menopause. We are friends now and I think that is all we were meant to be. He told me he would always be my friend whether I liked it or not. And he will still do things for me because he cares. And I know he will be my rock as I go through life, I will always love him but have given up hope things will ever change between us if we were to stay together, now we can enjoy each other’s company without jealousy and false accusations.

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