• oh confusion

    by  • July 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    its been 3 1/2 years of craziness. ups and downs and screw ups from both of us. we aren’t together anymore but the thought of you still makes my heart race your kiss can still bring me to my knees i still love you so much its unbearable sometimes but i hate you. i hate you more than i could ever hate anyone. and you, you hate me too but you care. i can still feel it in my bones and see it in your face. your mixed signals confuse me our fights discourage me but my love for you keeps me still believing in us that we could be. i don’t want to give up i want you forever and always. just like we promised from the beginning why is it so hard for you to tell me what you’re really thinking? i see it but you’re hesitant. i’ve messed up and so have you but i’m willing and ready to do this to be with you to try this again but then again i don’t i don’t want to take the chance i don’t want to feel the pain again but i feel it everyday when i see you and know you’re not mine. this whole situation has me spinning i’m so completely confused i don’t know what to do but i do know that all i really want to do is love you

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