I know I’m going to miss you. We have known each other since we were 16 working together and if I had asked myself if I would have ever thought I would feel this way about you back then, I probably would have called myself crazy. We’ve had this connection since we bonded over university. Our late night study sessions and all the crazy things we all did.
Over this summer I feel so close to you. All the times we’ve went out; when I kissed you and we ended up making out… My bad but I feel like there was something there and I don’t believe I’m just saying that. I still feel bad about the hickies…
Now you’re leaving and I don’t know when the next time I will see you will be. I want you to go there, because I know that you will be happy there and I believe you can do an amazing job. I want whats best for you, all the time. I will miss you more than you could ever imagine. I don’t know what I will do if you die out there. I want you to know how I feel but that will only make things more complicated and so I will have to leave it up to fate.
I love you. I miss you. Don’t die and come back safe and sound.