There’s so many things about yourself that you don’t notice. I find it funny how you think you’re a jerk and yet you’re the sweetest, kindest, caring person I know. You have such a false idea of yourself.
Also, you’re obviously unhappy and you won’t tell me. You need to get this out, or you’ll lose your temper not only toward me but toward other people. It’s okay to be angry sometimes, it’s not okay to keep it to yourself as it’s killing you on the inside.
You need to see these things, because they’re all true. Why don’t you see it?