Hey there. So I hope you post on here soon. I’m a terrible mess. Seeing how much fun you were having in Seattle hurt… Real bad. Real deep. I mean, do I really need to know you were flirting with some guy on a ferry? No… Please don’t put any pictures on fb… That’d make me feel even worse… Seeing you so happy wearing stiff you know I don’t like you wearing when I’m not around… Those pictures you posted from the aquarium hurt more than almost anything I’ve ever felt before… I thought you were only mine… But…. When you dress like that you’re asking other guys to look at you. I love you. Do you love me? Are you going to make any effort to try and contact me in 2 days for our 9 month anniversary??? Probably not, but oh well. I love you. Just please… If nothing else… Just consider maybe what my oppinion would be when you do things. Please. But you don’t… So I’m probably wasting my breath… Oh well… I love you. Forever and always no matter what. Whether you love me or not. I’m yours forever whether you want me or not. I love you sweetheart.