So much of my life has been muddled lately I just haven’t known what to do about all of the stuff in my life.
Talking to you today and letting someone else know all of my confusing and even crazy secrets that don’t really matter but I didn’t want to say. The fact that I can tell you all these things was just so relieving that someone else could help and encourage me the way you did. The fact that we confide in each other just about all of the things that have been hard lately. It has been great to talk about Jacob so freely when I had never just talked about the impact he had on me.
God knew so much how we needed to have that talk just to know that things are alright and that he is their for us no matter what happens through thick or thin. He is almighty and he just needed for us to remember that though we are far away he can bring us together in spirit.
The thing about it is I needed the encouragement and thank you for partially confirming some things in my future that I think God was trying to tell me.
I can’t wait to come and have my surprise visit with you all.
Lastly I want to say that I love you and am so proud of how much you have grown since you left. Thank you so much for being my best friend