I sat in your kitchen just watching you, looking at you. Somehow you weren’t the same anymore. In your eyes I used to see safety and love, but now they seem like to empty dark holes in the ground. I had so many things I wanted to say to you, well really scream at you…but I just couldn’t bring myself to say them. I can’t believe you said that to me and that you did this to me, and you want me to pretend everything is okay? So when you said i must hate you.. i really should have just said yes..