• This Bittersweet Love

    by  • July 23, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    From the second I fell for you, I knew that I was about to give you my all because for the first time I knew in my heart that you and I were meant to be together. I’d always heard that the best relationships start off as friendships but it never occurred to me that I would want that with you. A year ago you were practically a brother to me and now you’re… something I can’t even describe. The feeling I have when I’m with you is incredible. It’s like I get all the butterflies but its not at the point where I’m so nervous that I can’t be myself. I feel like I could do anything around you. When you kissed me for the first time yesterday I thought for sure I was about to start the best relationship I could ever ask for… But you don’t want that. You’ve always been a flirt so why stop now? Why tell the world “Hey this girl is all mine and I’m all hers” when you could have plenty of girls instead? You tell me that you have strong feelings for me and that I’m the only girl you want. You tell me that you just don’t want to be in relationship right now, but eventually you will. What sucks is that you know i’ll wait as long as it takes because that’s how much i want this to work out. So for now you’ve left me with this dot dot dot. Well I don’t want a dot dot dot. I want a happy ending for once! So either tell me that you love me just as much as I love you and commit to me or just let me go. Please. Because the downs aren’t worth the ups. The days I cry over you aren’t worth the ones laying in your arms. You promised you would never hurt me. Well you probably didn’t notice but that’s all you’ve managed to do. So stop please. Just tell me the truth.

    Sincerely,
    the girl your parents love & the one you don’t

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