Is it normal to cry everyday for no reason? Is it normal to just lie in bed all morning and not care if you don’t see anyone or go anywhere or do anything? Is it normal to never want to leave the safe haven of your bed? Is it normal to never be able to shake the feeling of doom and sadness? Is it normal to stay in bed crying for 2 hours before you can even sleep? Is it normal to not sPeak to your closest friend, because you’re afraid they’re not there? Is it normal to hide from the fact that you have no one?
No. It’s not normal. That is what we call a fuck up. Good job class, you discovered the true fuck up, me.
Don’t say you care, don’t say you’re here. If you were really here, then why am I thinking of ways to for sure kill myself? If you were really there for me or cared, if ANYONE was, then why am I shaking with sobs?
I’m sorry, even you can’t save me from myself.