I still remember the day you first asked me out. It was one of the happiest days of my life. As soon as I turned on the next block I started jumping for joy. I couldn’t hold it in. You were one of the sweetest boys to have walked into my life. Someone I could talk to about anything to because you were in as bad condition. We didn’t always last. We were an on and off couple. Somehow we’d always go back to each other. Didn’t take much for it to happen. You’ve changed. We broke up last summer for good. Well, to be honest I’m hoping it wasn’t the last time. We were so close to reconnecting a couple months after, but of course I managed to let you slip away. Then a month later, We found each other once again. I was praying we could go back to the way we were. So, I did something I thought would open your eyes and see I’m the one. I gave it up to you. Within three weeks you slowly stopped texting me back, you avoided me in school, and you deleted me off Facebook. That hurt me so much. I’m not going to lie, I think of you constantly. You know what bugs me most though ? We had a bunch of indirect conversations on Twitter. Both of us pretty much told each other how much we miss each other. We obviously know. What hurts too is that you’ll purposely put things like how you’re going to get laid and how you’re going to get drunk that night and hook up with whatever girl gets in your path. I’m not that spiteful so I’m not going to go out of my way to hurt you too. I can’t believe you’ve changed so much. You always said you’d never become this way. You promised me you wouldn’t. I gave my word too. Only I kept mine. You’re such an ass now. I hate it, and starting to hate you too. I have a boyfriend now, yes I feel terrible that you still haven’t left my mind completely. He’s so sweet to me, everything I’ve ever wanted. To be honest, everything I’ve ever wanted in you. I thought you were going to be there for me like he is but he’s even better then the way I pictured you. I know you’re doing your best to forget me but I know I’m never going to forget you. I hope you never forget me either, no matter how hard you try.