I made a promise years ago to someone very special to me. When you took me home that night, you made me promise you that I would leave him if he came between us. Although I am not the one that has to “leave” since I live alone, I do need to fully let go if there is no hope.
If you know something that I need to know, no matter how you obtained said information….Please Tell Me.
Unbeknownst to you yet, I am already letting go, but I need you to help me to turn my back and sever the ties for good and stop holding out for the hope that he can change. He is so cunning and always seems to have a way of pulling me back in. Give me a reason to turn my back and never look back. PLEASE.
Although he has never hurt me and I know you could possibly kill him if he does, the person he becomes when he is on drugs is a person I detest. But I am not supposed to turn my back on that, I’m made to feel guilty because he is “in love” with me and he needs me to help him get over his addiction. But he is only “in love” with me when he is drug-free, because the drugs take away his emotions. I told him as such and it was the worst fight yet because he was still in denial about being on the drugs. This may be the end already, but please if you know something else I should know… help me to not fall prey to his charm when he is feeling emotions again and admits he was on drugs and needs my help. I can’t keep doing this…