• Goodbye.

    by  • July 23, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 2 Comments

    You. Do you understand how much i love you? Do you? Can you possibly fathom that you’re on my mind constantly? And that I can’t get through a conversation without thinking of something sunny you said?

    I don’t know why i feel the way I do about you. I used to know, but I just don’t anymore. We hung out today, and I heard you swear and put people down, then, at the same time, I heard how me wake each other laugh, and I remembered why I liked you in the first place.

    But I’m done. I don’t care if you’re hilarious. I don’t care how much I think I need you. I really think I’m done. Because at the end of the day, you aren’t the kind of guy I want to be with. Sure, you’re smart, but you aren’t motivated. You have no drive to succeed. That’s so unattractive.

    But you know what? I thought I would hate saying goodbye to you. But It doesn’t hurt like I thought it would. Sure, we’ll still be close. We’ll still make each other laugh. We’ll still be the person each other turns to after a bad day. But I can’t like you anymore. It’s hurting me too much.
    So goodbye, Collin. I need to move on.

    2 Responses to Goodbye.

    1. Kim
      January 5, 2013 at 9:22 pm

      Honestly this is my life right now. I keep saying I’m gonna distance myself from him and maybe then I’ll stop having these feelings but I always end up texting him. I told him I like him, since then we don’t talk as much anymore, but he said that he likes me too. We hung out yesterday and he really opened up to me, I’ve never seen him so angry but we have a way of cheering each other up. I thought I’d be able to move forward for this new year but I’m in love with him. My problem is that he isn’t motivated too and he makes bad decisions that gets him in trouble. I know its best for me to say goodbye but I can’t. I don’t want to give up on us. I’m happy you could though.

    2. Savage god wolfie jk I'm not writing it
      January 25, 2017 at 7:39 pm

      Boi u literally wrote me instead of we lol bruh u mad bro lol jk

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