You’ve hurt me. More than you think. Your icy words stab me more than you think. When you call me a whore? How do you think it feels? It sucks. I lost my virginity to someone that I wasn’t really ready to, I got my ass chewed out by you and you would scream at me for everything. But then when it happened to one of my other friends, it was all okay. And I stayed faithful for him for 4 months after the fact until he left me. But then when yours happened, yours was a one night stand, and that was perfectly fine. And whenever I make a mistake, it’s like hell-froze over, but then when you guys do it… It’s fine. I’m such a dick to you guys because all the hurt just builds up and I can’t take it anymore. And when I’m around my guy friends, I consider them my best friends, but in a different way. They can comfort me when you guys make me feel shitty, and you guys can’t even tell. I’ll be almost in tears at breaking point in front of you, and you can’t even tell. I don’t wanna lose you guys, I just wanna be treated better.