• truth be told, i’m lying

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction, Waxing Poetic • 0 Comments

    I know this would hurt, and i dont know how to say
    that i haven’t been faithful, not for one single day
    i’m not talking about a relationshop, but one within self
    you think that i have been true, but i’m crying out for help
    because if i was tell you, the world would come crushing down
    i’d have to pack my things, and move back to that empty town
    i really thought i could do it, i thought i had the power
    but i just can’t stop doing it, not even for an hour
    it’s been 8 months since i’ve picked up, or so you think
    i don’t know how to tell you that i am about to sink
    back into my old ways, but you always say you’re proud
    i’m not ready for the noise, i’m not ready for this to get loud
    i didnt plan for this happen, i wanted to be clean
    i just needed a fix, now it’s turned back to something mean
    i’m sorry that i’ve lied, i can’t take seeing your tears
    it’s something i can’t stop doing, even after all these years
    i know this is gonna hurt, and today i think that i can say
    i am still an addict, and i’m begging you to stay

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