Here I am. Nearly 4,000 miles away from you. We have only been together for a half a year, still it seems like we’ve been together forever. I can’t even imagine my life without you in it anymore and it scares me to death. I message you at least three times a day while I’m over here for 3 weeks. Yet you somehow manage to ignore me, because you’re too busy or sleeping. I feel like shit when i don’t hear from you, and think this is it..I’m not going to talk to him. But in all truth that’s all i want to do. So when i finally get a message from you i can’t ignore you. but what’s the use because when i message you, you don’t reply for another day or two. I guess i’m not that important in your life. I was so open to you, i told you most of my problems and you’ve helped me through them. Now that im so far away i worry that you can’t wait for me..that you’re going to forget about me..sure it’s always “what if..” and we can’t live our lives on “what ifs” yet here i am thinking what if..
i just wish you cared enough to make me feel like i’m important in your life.