To my best friend’s cousin:
we met… at first I wasn’t sure about you, but now I can’t get you out of my head.
you’re like a guy version of me in many ways.. but you’re even more interesting than me.
I can’t stop thinking about you and when we talk I never want it to end.
you’ve made me forget about all the jerks I had to go through to get to now, but the sad thing is that the thing I want most may never happen.
Why do you live you far away? In my daydreams you’re always so close by and I can’t stop thinking about what it would be like to kiss you and have you wrap your arms around me.
I have the dirtiest of thoughts about you… you make me want to try things i’ve never done before. It would be worth every experimentation with you because in the end, I know you would hold me afterwards.
come visit me. come touch me like i’ve never been touched before. I don’t want you to only live in my mind and in my text messages.
when the time is right, i’ll meet you in portland or cleveland.. or even san fransisco.
but until then my heart is in ohio.