I guess the bottom line is I am mad, everyday I sit here angry at myself and at you, I am mad at myself but I didn’t stop you from leaving or even try. I just let you go. I didn’t tell you that I love your freckles and your eyes, or how you can’t smile, or how you take everything so seriously sometimes it scares me, or how you love music more than anyone I have ever met, or how your voice sounds on the phone, or how much I love it when you kiss me on the forehead. The thing is at the end of the day I am not sure if this would’ve changed anything as much as I hope it would, part knows it wouldn’t and as much as I want to be with you I know you didn’t want to be with me anymore. You are stubborn and had enough of me and that was that, you were done and there was nothing I could do or say to change your mind and that’s why I am mad cause I feel like you never really cared about me at all if you just “left” that easily without even a second thought.