You had no intention of hurting me, but instead broke up with me for another girl, after a solid year of stringing me along. You morphed into this disgusting caricature of who you once were. This druggie, this guy who has little care for others, that wasn’t ever you. And everyday I have to remind myself that it’s okay for me to grieve you. To feel sad for the sweet kid who doesn’t exist anymore, but i can’t want this new guy who I never even knew.
So here is goodbye to you. At the time, I felt like my whole world had collapsed inward. Even now I get a tiny twinge in my stomach when you pass by in your car, or I see a picture on her facebook, but i am so much better without you. Regardless of how much i thought i wanted you, I’ll find someone better who will treat me right.
Have a nice life,
I hope you’re happy to hear you mean nothing to me.