• I Never Told You

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 3 Comments

    To a Certain Someone,

    As much as we still talk, nothing seems to be the same. I don’t know if you ever noticed how happy you made me feel. Everytime you texted me, my heart skipped a beat. Now it still does but it doesn’t mean anything anymore. When we hung out, I felt a rush I’ve never felt before. And that day in the rain where we walked and talked forever, I thought I could love you. That walk changed everything. You asked me over and over to say something about how I liked you, but I couldn’t. Perhaps I was shy, but I believe it was that I was scared of pushing you away…and of course I feared rejection even though you seemed so interested. I was terrified to take the leap, and let you know that I REALLY liked you. I still do. I feel like I ruined everything by not saying something when you gave me the chance to. I regret it so much, and if I could go back in time, all the way back to May 14th, I would, and I would tell you exactly how much you mean to me. I know we have something, a natural chemistry, and I pray to God that we get a chance to experience the feel of love with eachother. Pathetically, I think I love you, even if it is one sided. Just thought I’d get this of my chest.

    Love, M.

    3 Responses to I Never Told You

    1. A
      July 24, 2011 at 6:12 pm

      I can’t place why, but this letter that you wrote made me feel better. Thank you for writing this. May 14th being the time you could take back, the long walk in the rain being when you feel in love, or you signature “M”. The love of my life has a name starting with M, I fell in love with him one day during a long walk in the rain, and May 14th was the last time we hung out or even talked before something happened and I asked him again and again how he felt about me but he pushed me away again. Thank you for making me feel better.

    2. Kennsie
      July 24, 2011 at 6:21 pm

      Aaaw, dont worry

    3. M
      July 25, 2011 at 5:24 pm

      A, I`m glad to have helped you feel better, and I feel relieved to know someone has experienced an almost crazy similar situation. The similarities could be a sign that maybe one day things are meant to happpen for you and this other “M”. I find it amazing that someone feels the same way as me, and your comment made me feel better. 🙂 Thank you!

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