To a Certain Someone,
As much as we still talk, nothing seems to be the same. I don’t know if you ever noticed how happy you made me feel. Everytime you texted me, my heart skipped a beat. Now it still does but it doesn’t mean anything anymore. When we hung out, I felt a rush I’ve never felt before. And that day in the rain where we walked and talked forever, I thought I could love you. That walk changed everything. You asked me over and over to say something about how I liked you, but I couldn’t. Perhaps I was shy, but I believe it was that I was scared of pushing you away…and of course I feared rejection even though you seemed so interested. I was terrified to take the leap, and let you know that I REALLY liked you. I still do. I feel like I ruined everything by not saying something when you gave me the chance to. I regret it so much, and if I could go back in time, all the way back to May 14th, I would, and I would tell you exactly how much you mean to me. I know we have something, a natural chemistry, and I pray to God that we get a chance to experience the feel of love with eachother. Pathetically, I think I love you, even if it is one sided. Just thought I’d get this of my chest.