You were the only person I truly loved and I searched for perfection in you. But now that it has been almost 3 years since we have broken up, I realized that you were the one who was perfect, not me. I am so sorry I was a bitch to you for not being with me enough because I just always wanted to see your smile. I’m sorry I got angry at you for the stupidest things in the world. I am sorry I kept constantly calling you, probably being the most annoying person on earth. I am sorry for getting mad at you when you wanted to hang out with your friends and have guy time. I am older now and more mature so I have seen what I have done wrong and it has constantly torn me up inside. You probably think I am the crazy girl to never date in a million years. I wish we could still talk like we use to instead of ignoring each other. This is all my fault and I now understood why you broke up with me. I miss you so much and it kills me to know that you will truly never know how sorry I really am.