• i can’t believe

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    You were the only person I truly loved and I searched for perfection in you. But now that it has been almost 3 years since we have broken up, I realized that you were the one who was perfect, not me. I am so sorry I was a bitch to you for not being with me enough because I just always wanted to see your smile. I’m sorry I got angry at you for the stupidest things in the world. I am sorry I kept constantly calling you, probably being the most annoying person on earth. I am sorry for getting mad at you when you wanted to hang out with your friends and have guy time. I am older now and more mature so I have seen what I have done wrong and it has constantly torn me up inside. You probably think I am the crazy girl to never date in a million years. I wish we could still talk like we use to instead of ignoring each other. This is all my fault and I now understood why you broke up with me. I miss you so much and it kills me to know that you will truly never know how sorry I really am.

    One Response to i can’t believe

    1. Angel
      July 23, 2011 at 9:54 am

      Oh how I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that you are perfect in every way because God made you that way… you are perfect in his eyes and that is all that matters in this world. If you got angry it was because he made you feel angry with his actions… which by the way are not stupid things. And if you were to go back to him, he will still do those things that made you angry and you will pretend they don’t bother you, but they will, and holding that anger inside will only tear you apart at the seams. Don’t be sorry for a feeling you felt… there was a reason you felt that way.

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