I just deleted a bunch of stuff that I typed…because I answered my question that was really the internal question of the whole paragraph.
I love this man of mine, with all of my heart. I will grow out of the past, and recognize that he is my future, my home, my heart. As I am his flea. (sounds silly I know, but it’s good, believe me.)
I’m happy with the fact that he is the only man in my life, the only man I want in my life.
Yeah, he’s my present and my future. I just know the future is gonna be a bit bumpy.