i put so much faith in you.
i’ve made up the excuses for you. i’ve put words in your mouth, to make myself feel like i meant more to you than i ever would. but i’m not doing that anymore. i’m not always going to be here when you need someone to entertain you. or to occupy some time before you find a “better” girl.
the sad thing is this is the fifth time i’ve told myself this. it just never feels over with you. can’t you leave me be?