• Archive for July 22nd, 2011

    Drive Me Crazy

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 1 Comment

    Today I woke up with a text message from you, all it said was ‘hey.’ Suddenly I couldn’t control myself. All i could think was: No, don’t talk to me. You’re just going to bring back shitloads of bullshit and memories, and you know what else you’re going to bring back? Feelings. My fucking feelings

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    i can’t believe

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    You were the only person I truly loved and I searched for perfection in you. But now that it has been almost 3 years since we have broken up, I realized that you were the one who was perfect, not me. I am so sorry I was a bitch to you for not being with

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    another night.

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    i put so much faith in you. i’ve made up the excuses for you. i’ve put words in your mouth, to make myself feel like i meant more to you than i ever would. but i’m not doing that anymore. i’m not always going to be here when you need someone to entertain you. or

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    Dear Fuck It,

    by  • July 22, 2011 • Dating • 0 Comments

    I fucking hate you. Hate you. HATE you. I can’t stand how much I can’t hate you. How much I can get this fucking close to having you but I can’t. I have no chance. I want you all to my god damn self. I would take the risk. If you pinky promised you wouldn’t

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    what did i do?

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    did i care too much? did i not say the right thing? did i not put up enough of a fight against you? did i trust you too easily, making it easy to misuse it? did i give you too many chances? did i give you the benefit of the doubt when i never should

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