• Archive for July 22nd, 2011

    Drive Me Crazy

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 1 Comment

    Today I woke up with a text message from you, all it said was ‘hey.’ Suddenly I couldn’t control myself. All i could think was: No, don’t talk to me. You’re just going to bring back shitloads of bullshit and memories, and you know what else you’re going to bring back? Feelings. My fucking feelings

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    another night.

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    i put so much faith in you. i’ve made up the excuses for you. i’ve put words in your mouth, to make myself feel like i meant more to you than i ever would. but i’m not doing that anymore. i’m not always going to be here when you need someone to entertain you. or

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    Dear Fuck It,

    by  • July 22, 2011 • Dating • 0 Comments

    I fucking hate you. Hate you. HATE you. I can’t stand how much I can’t hate you. How much I can get this fucking close to having you but I can’t. I have no chance. I want you all to my god damn self. I would take the risk. If you pinky promised you wouldn’t

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    what did i do?

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    did i care too much? did i not say the right thing? did i not put up enough of a fight against you? did i trust you too easily, making it easy to misuse it? did i give you too many chances? did i give you the benefit of the doubt when i never should

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    Steven…

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction, Gratitude • 0 Comments

    Hi Steven, It has been a long time. I don’t think about you as often as I used to, though every summer, my thoughts tend to stray your way. Especially late in the summer, probably because the time gets closer to the date I last saw you, which I believe is September 9, 2006. 5

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    We won

    by  • July 22, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    You probably won’t ever see this but I need to put it down. You breezed into my life when I was just becoming a woman, put down stakes in my heart, won over my family and left me with a child. He is the BEST thing that I have ever done. He is absolutely amazing!

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