• You’re My Best Friend

    by  • July 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Every night when I close my eyes, you are usually the last thought in my head.
    When I wake up in the morning, I eagerly pounce at my phone to see if you texted me.
    When I lie on the couch, and people kiss in the movie I’m watching, I think of you.
    When I’m lonely, I can only think about being in the safety of your arms.
    You ARE my best friend.
    I love you so much.
    And you tell me every night that you love me.
    You kiss me tenderly, and make me experience emotions that I didn’t know existed within my bitter heart.
    But you have a girlfriend.
    You don’t cheat.
    I don’t know what I am to you anymore. I hate to think that I may be used, but I know you’d never do that to me. You’ve told me so many times over the years that if it weren’t for me, you don’t know what you’d do with your life.
    And yet…
    I feel like a piece of me dies when you mention your girlfriends name. That she’s now in the list of the only people that can make you smile (me and her).
    Oh, my dear.
    I had thought you were going to break up with her after you planted a kiss on my lips the other day.
    What we’re doing is so wrong.
    And I think you know it is too.
    And yet we continue.
    We have no morals.
    Just love.
    And you break my heart with every kiss.

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