Let’s get things straight right off the bat. I know that none of you approved of me being with your friend in the first place. That I do not care about, you guys have the right. Since you all of that right, then I have the right to leave when I feel like it’s not working.
I wasn’t being treated like the princess you guys all that I was treated like. That is complete bologna! I was getting very little respect or anything for that matter. I had a lot on my plate thanks to your beloved friend, the last thing that I need at the age of 18 is to be brow beaten and emotionally abused by the man that might have possibly ruined the rest of my life.
I won’t stick around for that…So do I have a new boyfriend already? Yes I do. Do you approve of him? No!… I don’t care though. He makes me happy. That’s all I want and god damn it, I think I deserve a little bit of happiness. And oh boy, I am happy.
My main problem, the main reason I am writing this, is to say that I hate that I am stuck in the unfair position of not being able to be open about any of this with any of you. I want to put on my facebook that him and I are together. I want to be able to talk about the amazing times we share together. I just can’t because if I say one thing, I know that it’ll just come back to bite me in the ass…
So here’s to you guys and the bull shit I have gone through with all of you. Fuck you all and your need to make me feel shitty about myself. I am in love and I no longer care what you think!