• I’m done. With this and you.

    by  • July 21, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 3 Comments

    It’s been 4 years. 4 years I’ve been in love with you and never got anything in return. You came to visit me across the country and I had high hopes that something would happen. But nope, nothing did. I’ve waited around for you, been extremely upset when you got a girlfriend, and rejoiced when you broke up.

    Well, today it stops. I haven’t heard from you in over a month and I don’t think I will anytime soon. I’ve decided that I’ve wasted enough of my life wishing and hoping for you instead of living. I may have even missed out on someone else. So, it stops. I’m done.

    I’m just scared that once you DO talk to me, all of these feelings will rush back. But at this point, that’s a chance I’m willing to take.

    So, just like you’ve done to me, you’ll now be out of sight and out of mind. Hope you enjoy it just as much as I have.

    3 Responses to I’m done. With this and you.

    1. Brit
      July 21, 2011 at 9:34 pm

      I understand completely how you feel! My guy did the same thing and I was devastated. And just a warning, all those feelings probably will rush back, but you have to make the choice of whether or not you will let him control you with them. The best thing you can do for yourself is to move on. There is someone else out there just waiting to find you. Someone better that will never make you feel like this. Go find them!

    2. Anon
      July 22, 2011 at 9:32 pm

      Thank you for your reply! I’m definitely going to do my best. I know there is “someone for everyone” out there, as cliche as that sounds, and someone that won’t treat me the way that he has. On to the next!
      I really do appreciate your reply… so thanks for that <3

    3. Anon
      July 22, 2011 at 10:15 pm


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