I feel like this is happened over and over again. I like you, I fall for you, you like me, you run away. Or vice versa. We’ve played this game more times than I can count, and it never works out for either of us. One of us always ends up crushed or defeated or heartbroken or whatever the fuck you want to call it, but it doesn’t matter because the bottom line is one of us is hurt and the other isn’t. Which just makes the other one bitter as fuck, and lemme tell you, it’s not fun.
We’ve tried this so many times. So why don’t we just give up? But I can’t bring myself to tell you that, because there’s that little bitty chance that it might possibly work out this time. Except of course it won’t, because it never does.
I hate you, I love you, I miss you, I think I’m going insane. Actually, I think I already am insane.
So is this goodbye? No, it’s not. Because we’re running in circle after fucking circle, with no happy ending in sight.
I give up.