Sorry I was weak and stupid, that I didn’t say what needed to be said, didn’t close that door when it needed to be closed. I was weak and stupid and a little bitter and stupid. I didn’t think it mattered in the scheme of things and maybe it really didn’t – I assumed that I had no value, and maybe that was the future speaking and getting to me. That stupid part that still couldn’t move past it all. I didn’t mean anything by it, by not going to you then, but I felt so very transparent and didn’t, really couldn’t, hadn’t had anything else to say. I said it all once, didn’t I? Everything else was transparent. Now I’ve got to move on. I was a coward, but I can’t go back.