• Many things can happen in such a short amount of time…

    by  • July 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    You are one of the best surprises that I have ever had. One day a friend said, “hey there is someone i want you to meet” & the next thing I knew we are talking everyday, laughing, sharing stories and secrets. You are unlike anyone I have ever met. You can make me smile on my roughest days, make a complete stranger a new friend, and show me a side of myself I didn’t know existed. Sure, you are gone now. You left me when I least expected it. It was out of the blue. The sad thing is, just two days before you left…I believed you when you said you loved me and didn’t ever want to do anything to hurt me. Then why did you leave? Why did you never call back? Why do now try to talk to me as if nothing had ever happened. I don’t get you. But now I get me. I understand myself more and more each day. I am getting stronger when I don’t think of you. I am growing up and leaving the past as the past- the way it is meant to be. Of course a small part of me doesn’t want you in the past…I am longing to hear your voice and just for you to hold me. But that is just plain stupid of me to think that would ever happen again. You don’t want me and that is just something I will have to accept. I wasn’t good enough for you but I certainly will be more than enough for someone else. The sad thing is, I gave you everything I could and I still couldn’t make you happy. Way to completely break me. But I have friends, family, and my faith. I am slowing picking up those small, broken pieces and one day…one day you will come back. Mark my words, you will…& when you do. It will take everything I have to say goodbye, but you and I both know that we can never be the same. We can’t go back to the way things were. You screwed up big time. You will definitely regret this one day

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