• & I Was Doing So Well

    by  • July 20, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 3 Comments

    I was there lying on the couch, just thinking and you entered my mind. You always have your random time slots throughout the day, but they are usually distant….this time it was different. I cracked. I looked at your pictures. Of course, there you were on the screen with her. Smiling happily not knowing I was on the other side breaking down. I could feel my chest tighten and start to throb uncontrollably. The thing is I couldn’t even look at the picture of you two together, I only needed a glance and, again, my world began to crumble. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I do this to my self. I’m sorry no matter how hard I try I can’t move on from you. I’m sorry none of those other interested guys just don’t make me feel the way you did. I miss you and I absolutely hate the feeling that you have her. I am anxiously waiting for what time has in store for me…and for you. I Miss You Desperately.

    …..and I was doing so well.

    3 Responses to & I Was Doing So Well

    1. Kristen
      July 22, 2011 at 10:00 am

      I have been searching for a letter that represents how I feel and what I am going through for quite some time. This is it. You are it. I can’t stand the pain either. The worst of it all is that I left him and now he is coming back to haunt me.

    2. KY
      July 22, 2011 at 7:25 pm

      No, you’re not alone. I too have an ever present ghost that’s haunting me….unfortunately. It’s crazy how people connect huh? But I do believe we will slowly over come them!

    3. heartbroken
      July 22, 2011 at 9:39 pm

      i’m struggling right now dont know what to do; two years is a long time to love someone and not have that love returned…hang in there, some day, some day the ghost will leave.

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