I was there lying on the couch, just thinking and you entered my mind. You always have your random time slots throughout the day, but they are usually distant….this time it was different. I cracked. I looked at your pictures. Of course, there you were on the screen with her. Smiling happily not knowing I was on the other side breaking down. I could feel my chest tighten and start to throb uncontrollably. The thing is I couldn’t even look at the picture of you two together, I only needed a glance and, again, my world began to crumble. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I do this to my self. I’m sorry no matter how hard I try I can’t move on from you. I’m sorry none of those other interested guys just don’t make me feel the way you did. I miss you and I absolutely hate the feeling that you have her. I am anxiously waiting for what time has in store for me…and for you. I Miss You Desperately.
…..and I was doing so well.