writing those letters, am I supposed to feel better?
Cause I don’t.
Cause somehow these letters leave you hanging there, they give you some kind of hope that the person you’re writing to might actually be reading it. Or might ever read it and there you go: a happy ending.
Well my guess is that they won’t read it.
So to all of you who hang hopes on these letters, don’t!
Please, just think of them as a place where you dump your thoughts and feelings, as a shoulder you cry on, but don’t you ever expect a result.
That would be pointless.
And then maybe later, when you grow out of your misery, you’d stumble upon your own letter, and feel grateful for people’s changing.
I think the best thing about these letters, is that they allow you to see how other people suffer, so you don’t feel alone anymore, you don’t feel like you’re carrying the whole world on your shoulders, but that there are plenty of others carrying it with you.
So, yeah, you’re not alone.