• Should’ve known

    by  • July 19, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Dating • 1 Comment

    I should’ve known that this was going to be nothing. After other guys I had spoken to left me heartbroken I thought you were different. See this time I was trying not to get my hopes up and I was just going with the flow so I wouldn’t get hurt but its hard to control your heart. Maybe it was your constant texting throughout the days and how we would talk into the early hours of the morning. You were always the one to text me in the morning while we were both working before I even had the chance to. You opened up to me and told me things you don’t just tell friends. You made me feel comfortable, like I could tell you anything. Then one day it just stopped, you didn’t talk to me for 3 days and I wasn’t going to initiate and make me see needy; so I waited a little more. I eventually gave in and I text you to which you respond but that is it..not even another text after my 2nd one. It would have just been better if you ignored my first one all together. Just when I thought I had someone I could open up to and was going to talk to about my father and how he is sick; you leave. And to make things worse, there was an incident with my father at the nursing home and all I wanted was for you to be able to talk to, but you left. Again, I was left to deal with these issues by myself. I thought I found that person to depend on, I guess all guys are the same..I should’ve known.

    One Response to Should’ve known

    1. xxannadisxx
      July 19, 2011 at 9:19 pm

      All guys are not the same. There are alot that have questionable motives and leave you when you need them the most. Believe me. I’ve been in a similar situation as you are. I am very sorry your father is sick. The only advice I can give you is to not lose hope. That is what will get you past this guy and any others that you come across. It sounds cheesy but it’s true. You have to hold on to the hope that one day everything will be better. It’s hard and at times it seems impossible. But you have to find the inner strength to find it and hold on. Find something that can keep you going, that you can fall back on when times are rough. Music, books, movies. Whatever works for you. Always hold on to the hope that things will get better. That guy hurt you and I am not saying what he did was right by any means and I am sure he made you shed some tears. But you can not let him take your hope from you.

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