I am lost.
Do you hear me?
Does anyone hear me?
Sometimes, it feels hard to hear myself.
When I feel like I know what I want,
and know where I’m going, the idea fades.
And I am left with nothing.
It makes me feel..shattered.
I know what to search for but cant find a start.
The three concepts each person will search for:
Peace, Love, Happiness.
Peace, at it’s simplest, is an harmony of all
beings, soulful or soulless.
Peace is a concept I don’t even understand let
alone have experienced.
I feel that peace is unattainable.
I have no peace.
Love, at it’s simplest, is a harmony between two
people, in all aspects of life.
Emotional, Physical, Spiritual, Mental.
But to find love, you must find truth.
I cannot find truth.
I have no Love.
Happiness get’s a different intro.
Happiness is the hardest for me to grasp.
Let me just say, I am unhappy.
I’m not going to feel sorry for myself, because I’m not the only one.
Unhappiness comes from everywhere.
Friends, Family, Lovers, People, The World, Myself.
Family loses interest.
People don’t care.
The World sure as hell doesn’t care.
I’ve lost hope.
I am unhappy with my body, with my mind, with my soul.
I am lost because I am losing myself.
Losing the person I was,
and failing at finding who I am.
Losing myself to the
friends, family, lovers, people, and world
that have made me unhappy.
Finding myself has to be done on my own.
I will find who I am eventually.
But for now, I remain lost.
This is an ode to the lost.
Just a message.