I do not say what you want to hear everytime, I say what is in my mind. I do not always do what exactly what you want me to, but I do it my way. I do not always do what I want to do but do it your way and never tell you. I want to see you all the time and it hurts when you don’t want to see me or choose other things over me, but I never tell you. I do not act the same way you do because that isn’t how I do things, and I never tell you how much it hurts when you get mad at me because of that. I never tell you how you don’t sound genuine when you say you love me or that I’m beautiful anymore. I never tell anyone these things because they act like they never want to hear. I try to talk and I can see your eyes glaze over, you look away or look for some way to get away. I can see that, but I never tell you how much it hurts. I never tell you to shut up when you talk about your problems. I cry alone at night, but no one knows that. No one cares. I’ve been holding all that in because I can’t say it to you. You may think that this is dedicated to a boyfriend, but it goes to all of my friends as well. No one I know cares and they don’t know how I feel. That’s what I’ve been holding inside.