• Well, that was fast.

    by  • July 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 3 Comments

    Dear boy,

    You are the greatest acheivement of my life so far. Leaving you was my proudest moment. You took away everything that made me happy. Friends, family, even my clothing.

    I always stuck up for you when my friends put you down.
    Eventually I stopped telling them what object in our house you’d broken, or how much you’d drank.
    I stopped telling them about the girls, too.

    I don’t know where the strength came from, but it came and I left you once and for all. I feel bad, you know. You didn’t take it very well. You’re so far gone I don’t even know who you are anymore. I forget the sound of your voice, and the way you looked at me. I forget how you smell, and I forget your laugh. I remember all the terrible names you called me, and all the wonderful things you did for everyone else. I remember you throwing my toaster out the window, and I remember how you’d break my confidence.

    I just wanted you to know that I’ve never been happier, and I don’t care that you’ve never been more upset anymore.
    I’m in love with the most genuine boy I’ve ever known, and I think he loves me too.

    So glad I kicked your ass to the curb.

    3 Responses to Well, that was fast.

    1. catcher
      July 18, 2011 at 7:47 pm

      Good for you. Nice job.

    2. xoxox
      July 19, 2011 at 6:11 pm

      This reminded me of my ex, and I’m so happy for you because you finally kicked that sorry ass to the curb. It’s just sad that we didn’t do it sooner.

    3. xoxox
      July 19, 2011 at 6:12 pm

      And I hope that things go well with the new guy 🙂

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