• “I’m terribly fascinating.” — no you’re not.

    by  • July 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 2 Comments

    Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I’ve ever known, but some people are just born with tragedy in their blood. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions. I find happiness in the simplest of things; but lo, if you could read my mind, you’d be in tears. I feel like I need everyone else so much more than they need me. At what point did my life leave the comforts of the road in favor of the empty air brushing against a cliff side?

    I miss you; mind you not in some cheesy, “let’s hold hands forever” way. I just miss you. Plain and simple. I miss your presence in my life. I miss you always being there for me. I miss my best friend. I miss you, the old you; the new one sucks. I guess we never really move on. I don’t hate you, I’m just disappointed you turned into everything you said you’d never be. You ask me why I haven’t talked to you; well maybe it’s because you slowly pushed me out of your life. I’m glad you’re finally noticing. You should have opened your eyes. I was crazy for you.

    2 Responses to “I’m terribly fascinating.” — no you’re not.

    1. just a nobody
      July 18, 2011 at 7:29 pm

      I wonder if there is a reason this person turned into everything s/he never wanted to be? Maybe just the way you look at it? Maybe you, or one of you, should have talked instead of sweeping things under the rug of silence? Yes, people who are close to each other talk, why didn’t you if you were so crazy about him/her?

    2. OP
      July 19, 2011 at 5:56 am

      Many words were exchanged but to no avail; we no longer speak, and it is not for lack of trying on my part.

      She is done, but I am still working on that part. Even after many months, I still yearn for what is no more.

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