• If Only…

    by  • July 18, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    If only I could tell you everything that popped into my head
    If only I wasn’t afraid that I would scare you off
    If only the nightmares I talk to you about weren’t real
    If only I could let my feelings out instead of keeping them in
    If only being tough wasn’t just an act
    If only someone would ask how I was feeling too
    If only I had the courage to stand up for myself
    If only you wanted to see me as much as you want to see anyone else
    If only I didn’t feel like someone you kept on the side
    If only I felt as beautiful as I could be
    If only I didn’t feel like a burden to everyone
    If only you loved me as much as I love you
    If only I could say what I needed to say

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