• Where do I go from here?

    by  • July 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 4 Comments

    Dear SmileyFry,

    Well. Here we are. And I hate that “here” is where we are. That crossroad that every couple dreads; is this going to work out, or isn’t it? Does this have a happy ending, or are we wasting our time? Are we good for each other, or can we both do better? I’ve given this my all from the beginning, and unfortunately I can’t say the same for you. You’ve been holding back all of this time. I haven’t earned all of your emotion like she did. You don’t want to put the emotion into us because you’re afraid that the same thing will happen. You don’t want to feel like that again and I understand. I know what it’s like to beg and plead over a pair of feet that just walk away. But I think you have to give it your all to really love someone. I can’t say that this won’t end up hurting you, but if you don’t think I’m worth all of your emotion, then I feel like I’m wasting my time. You haven’t opened up to me completely, and I’m not sure you ever will. I love you so much and I want this to work out so badly. I’m just tired of putting so much into this relationship and not getting anything back. I wish things were different.

    4 Responses to Where do I go from here?

    1. jilly
      July 18, 2011 at 12:06 am

      well i am in the same boat with you on this one. 🙁

    2. Tim see
      July 18, 2011 at 12:11 am

      It’s okay to be greedy. If he isn’t making you feel loved, then you should give up waiting for it to happen. Walk away. He will realize what you meant to him once you’re gone. Trust me I have been there. And don’t worry about him worrying about the same thing happening to you guys. You are you and she was she. If the same thing happens to you two, then it’s not you.. it’s him.

    3. D
      July 18, 2011 at 12:26 am

      I openly shed tears because of this.

    4. Anon
      July 18, 2011 at 1:51 pm

      Story of my life.

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