• Truth Time

    by  • July 17, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    Dear Prince Charming (Or So I Thought..),

    Listen, I’ve held it in long enough and i think it’s time you knew. You are my bestfriend, and you always will be. You have always been there to help me when I was down and always knew how to make me smile again. You literally make me smile every time you talk to me. I hoped that this would never happen to me again because every time it does i always get stuck in the same situation and my mood goes from perfect to dreadful. But it did, i fell for you. You really are one of the only people that treated me with respect and made me feel like a girl should. You truly treat everyone like a real man should and that’s really all I wanted in someone. I know a while back you had these same feelings and I was so stupid to ignore them. Now that I feel that same way it’s too late. You now have a girlfriend that is perfect for you. I would never try to ruin that, but I wish you truly knew how I felt. Sure I finally told you, but I don’t think you know really how much you mean to me. I don’t want you to change anything because of it, I just want you to know. Now I have no choice but to move on, i’ve said my peace, but what’s that gonna do for me. Your going to college next month about an hour and a half away from here, and I still have two years left of high school. Why did I realize this so late. I completely regret it. I’m sorry for what happened a year ago, and I wish I could change it, but I can’t turn back time. Hopefully i’ll find someone just as great as you in my future, but trust me, I will never forget the way you treated me. Thank you for everything, and thank you for not leaving my side. I love you with all my heart, even though you’ll never fully understand that.

    I’m Not That Girl

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