This is gonna be one of those letters that the girl admits she is in love with her best guy friend. Yeah, totally cheesy right? I know. I’m sure you all think i’m totally pathetic, writing a letter to this boy, when he will probably never read it. I know you will think i’m a cliche drama queen when I say i’m scared that he won’t love me back. I’ve done a lot of thinking on this. This isn’t something I just decided like, “Oh, well he’s cute. I wonder why I never noticed before… I think i’ll love him this week”, or some other teenage bullshit like that. I’ve known him for quite sometime. Since birth, practically. So almost 17 years. That’s a long time. Maybe if you knew the whole story, you wouldn’t think i’m a stupid little girl who doesn’t know what love is. So, Let me explain. See, way back in the 10th grade, I made the mistake of telling him I had a crush on him. He choose a total whore over me. You see the kinda thing in movies. The boy is bestfriends with a girl, she falls in love with him, but he doesn’t realize he loves her, dates some tramp, then comes running back to the bestfriend. Well, this is the same scenario, minus the running back part. So fast forward through the part where we become close friends again, he moves 7 hours away, the few measly visits, and you come to the part where he is faced with the same exact decision all over again. Here I am, about to go visit him, when I hear that the same slut from 10th grade is tagging along. So you do you think he’s gonna choose? The girl he trusts more than anyone, the one who would do anything for him, the girl who compares every guy she dates to him? Or the girl who “loves him” but isn’t exactly what you would call the “marrying kind”? I sure do wish I could skip to the ending. I wish I could see how everything plays out. But I guess I have to just wait and see. </3 So what do you think? Am I just being a stupid teenager? Should I stick around to see what happens? I wish someone would tell me what i'm supposed to do..